Hypocrite

Someone once told me that I need to be more accommodative- that means that I need to stop criticizing everything that comes my way and to view the world unbiased.

While I can look at things biased and unbiased, I never remain constant on view. A good orator or perhaps a long explanation can change my view partially.

When I initially make up my mind to write, I know exactly what I want to but as I write, a completely different person takes over.

My sun sign being Virgo, criticizing is supposed to come naturally to me. But maybe, I’m just not skilled enough to critic.

And the only reason I critic is because the people around me are open minded shrewd critics but all of them aren’t Virgos are they? I’m not a perfectionist and hence I don’t deserve to criticize. And yet if I do, it’s called hypocrisy.

And I believe that I’m the biggest hypocrite existing.

Hence I want to change.

But how can I change the person I am?

But I’ve failed to realize that no one is a ready made person. You evolve, you transform, you mould into the person you are with a lot of external factors influencing this.

And I don’t believe that I shouldn’t change. Because its not called changing! It’s called being a better person. It’s called molding your personality into someone you want to be.

But mould your personality for the better and never for the worse! Because once the personality is molded, it’s very difficult to unfold.

And the only way to unfold that fake worse personality is motivation.

Motivation not from others, but from your own stifling inner voice.

Unfortunately, I am a HYPOCRITE.

Red

How can one colour signify so many things?
Isn't it strange how the colour red can signify love and hate at the same time?
When people see the colour red, a lot of emotions pass through their minds.Some see red as blood, some see red as in red roses, love <3
Some see red as anger!
Infact the bull gets angry at the sight of the colour red. However the homo sapiens <male> found female homo sapiens who dressed in red more suitable and attractive to mate.
However red brings the emotion danger in animals. They tend to get scared from the colour red. And yet the rose, the flower that signifies love, is red!!
You turn red when you blush and you turn red when you're angry. Infact i know people who turn red when they are laughing and turn red when they cry!
Red is thus full of contradictions.
I am in love with colour. Colour fascinates me. It has different effect on different people and there is no way to determine that.
But we often fail to notice the effect colour has on people. How the neurochemicals in your eye detect colour, transmit the signal to the brain and how the brain perceives it to its liking or not, no one will ever know.
Thats why, i have named this blog-RED! Because like red, my life is full of contradictions. Now perceive this-
Seductive red
Raging red
Blood red
Repulsive red
Bright red
Rose red
Rust red
Dangerous red
Red heart
Angry red
Love red
Contradictory Red!!

My.Life.Is.Red.